Sunday, November 15, 2009

La villa pt. 2: Los reuniones

Starting this week I added another link in the chain of my participation in the Seventh-Day Adventist “system”. That chain began almost literally at birth, followed by grade school, academy, and college, along with my church membership confirmed by baptism at age 12. And now, work (with the Adventist Development and Relief Agency, if you didn't know). It should be noted that this is not uncommon. The potential to forever remain in the SDA subcultural bubble is very real, and often desirable, for many Adventists. Whether you're an Angwinite, Loma Linder, or a Caroll Avenue kid (or countless other SDA niches), you know that there is always a place for you if you want to stick around.

Depending on your school, church, and friends, however, your “SDA life” could look very different from someone else's. That is because, like any religious community, SDAs are far from monolithic. I, for example, grew up in a rather liberal version of SDAism that puts it's emphasis on mainstream Christian theology and values, while shying away from prophecy, orthodox Sabbath-keeping, and the writings of Ellen G. White (though I did write a paper that showed how pervasive she is in our literature, even when unmentioned). That version seems to be virtually nonexistent in South America, and it has therefore been a little difficult to cope with my new situation, even though we are supposedly the same (I had to laugh to myself when I agreed with someone that I was experiencing some “culture shock”; not—like they thought—from being in Argentina, but from being amongst conservative SDAs).

I say only a little difficult because most of the things that really separate me from these SDAs are ideas, which are rarely communicated—in either direction—due to my partial language barrier. Yes, praying before every meal and singing songs before a planning meeting is a little foreign to me, but certainly not alien. As for the ideas, the solution is simple: keep my mouth shut. Even if I hear an idea I think I disagree with, I remain content to keep silent for fear of attacking a point they didn't actually make and/or making myself look like an idiot, or worse, an apostate. Perhaps I am not standing up for myself, but as both an outsider and a new employee, it seems easy enough to justify it as social and cultural sensitivity.

The first two days of meetings were unbearably boring (not only that, they started at 8 AM, death for a night owl like myself). Hours and hours were spent describing the the history of ADRA, it's financial and administrative structure, and overviews of the national emergency plan we would eventually be constructing. The only benefit was the snack breaks, which made up for the breakfast I didn't have (decaf tea with cookies and tasty little cheesy breadballs). The only time my ears pricked up were when the words “evangelism” and “proselytism” came up in a long discussion of ADRA's purpose. This is because I am definitively against evangelism, especially in it's typical SDA form: fear tactics and emotional appeals based on the doom-and-gloom Bible prophecies of Daniel and Revelation. To me an emphasis on prophecy has the potential to create passive people who, while they recognize that the world is getting progressively worse, choose to analyze the decline as a “sign of the times” rather than take an active role in preventing it. Furthermore, in my view, evangelism merely reflects the hubris of the group that is proselytizing, as it suggests that their perspective is true to the exclusion of all others. It's not so much that I disagree with the SDA message, but that it I think it only has partial truth—just like the other religions it is trying to convert people from (more on this later).

This is why I love ADRA, because while it is funded by the Church, it is not associated with any religious motive apart from the imperative of the social gospel (i.e. Jesus' call to help the poor, the orphaned, the widowed, the “least of these”). Unlike other sectors of the Church, it refuses to overspiritualize Christianity into a matter solely of belief to the exclusion of living a life of discipleship, doing good for the sake of goodness. Thinking that this view was common, I felt great discomfort when one person kept interrupting to insist that we are doing
nothing if we are only giving bread and water and not the “bread of life” (i.e. the spiritual gospel). I felt something close to horror when someone suggested that we put SDA literature in relief packages, and even more so that the only response to that idea was not that it was contrary to ADRA's mission, but that doing so could create legal problems with governments that are unfriendly to proselytism.

As it turns out, keeping my mouth shut was a very prudent decision. First, because this kind of talk eventually disappeared as real work on the emergency plan began. Second, because I later found out that the people making those arguments were Church administrators, not ADRA representatives. Third, and most importantly, my local supervisor is in accord with my thoughts on the social gospel, and conducts all of her work on that principle. Although we disagree on some things, it has been a great comfort that I seem to have found the most open minded SDA in Argentina, so that I do not have to pretend to be something I am not for the sake of my work. Her determination and attitude really shines in comparison to the other regional directors I met, who were thoroughly lackluster.

For the most part I tried to stay off to the side during the planning sessions, but eventually I got dragged into being at least somewhat productive. After about half a day of trying to figure out what they wanted me to do, I finally realized that I was to draft the response “menu” for attending to psychological health in the case of a natural disaster. Although I was certainly not qualified to do so, with a little research—and a lot of help from a few bilingual aides—I was able to create something acceptable. So in reality the meetings weren't all bad. In fact, the EVP of ADRA told my boss that he took some of my ideas about the psychological health of volunteers—i.e. not just the affected—and is planning on working them into ADRA International's response plan.

I want to finish with a return to the evangelism issue, because I have been thinking about it a lot now that I am in a context where it is common. In the United States, where individual domain is sacred, it is very easy to hold the opinion that I related earlier. In Argentina, however, I can't seem to refute the many positive benefits people face when they join the SDA church. For me, I care most about the practical impact of evangelism. I definitely do not like it when conversion destroys a family—which is common in very Catholic families—but for many people it gives them a new energy in life that seems to save them from many pitfalls in life: addiction, disease, poverty. In pondering that point, I think I have come to understand what my esteemed professor, Dr. Greg Schneider, meant when he said—echoing William James—that the validity of a religion comes from “fruits not roots”. That is, from what they accomplish, not from what they believe. What do you think?

5 comments:

  1. Two comments. First, I guess you are feeling what many young visionaries feel when they come out of college. College is such a great place for ideas and the potential for action seems endless. One of my other friends just got a job for Habitat for Humanity where he thought he would start to change the world, only to find out that he was just going to be stuck in the bureaucracy of a non-profit that stifles new ideas and likes to stick to the plan. Not saying that you are in an identical position, but I guess some of the feelings you are having are relating to the fact that you cannot be as revolutionary as you might have hoped for in college (shameless plug as to why you should be an academic, lol)

    Second, on the note of evangelism. In my father's case, evangelism was the best thing that ever happened to him. And I am saying that in a completely non religious or spiritual way. The Adventist church put him on the road to success by giving him a network in the US whereby he would eventually get his bachelors degree, land a good paying job at a hospital, and later start his own business. He is the most successful member of his family because of evangelism and they do not despise him for it; rather they love it and show that by asking him for money all the time, lol.

    Not that I am in favor of the gloom and doom apocalyptic evangelism. Just saying that there is a non-religious side to the coin, and that might not be so bad.

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  2. I love you, zach. I wish I had words of encouragement, but in the end I don't think you'll need them. I'm really proud of how you handled things. I think both of us are learning, although in very different ways, that sometimes a lot more good can be accomplished if you keep your opinions to yourself. It's knowing when to speak that is much more important than what you think is right. I know that sounds dumb, but sometimes people just aren't ready for change.

    Well, enough of that. I miss you.

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  3. brian, do you think your dad might have been the most successful member of his family even without evangelism?

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  4. this is very interesting, in light of my own adventist "doom, gloom and brimstone" heritage. i grew up listening to opinions such as the ones you heard in that meeting, about how proselytizing IS the imperative mission of the church. i am both pleasantly surprised and proud of your decision to not say much of the matter, as i know how strongly you feel about such things.
    i can say that personally, evangelism (as it was taught me) is a matter that is very difficult to assimilate with my "liberal" interpretation of its purpose (to live a practical christianity, as you called it; to feed the hungry and take care of the widow, the orphan). on one hand, i have seen a proselytizing-oriented adventism result in narrow-minded "bigots," who insist on the need of a perfect lifestyle and call ideas that come from educated sources as "tainted" and "unspiritual." on the other hand, i have seen this type of adventism save many lives and families, by providing a focus, a purpose.
    most of my family and old friends, who are adventist, are very conservative. and while i love them with all my heart, to be my true self and express my opinions on matters such as these would be detrimental to our relationship. so, as you, i tend to keep my opinions to myself, while respecting other's rights to their own beliefs.
    i only hope that people learn from Christ, and that both "liberal" and "conservative" adventists realize that in practice Jesus was quite an inclusive individual. oh, and that william james echoed matthew, "and ye shall know them by their fruits." who knew a psychologist had such christian advice to give? =)

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  5. Zach, your Grandfather, Grampa Doc, ran into that attitude (often expressed) about evangelism being the only measure of laudable church supported acvitiy. He maintained that the 5-Day Plan to Stop Smoking was about helping people, and not about converting them. If they saw Christ in the way the church helped them, then they would find their way to other doctrines. The 5-Day plan did more for people (and at least in the version he developed and promoted and taught to many doctors nad ministers for over 40 years, there was no hard (or soft) evangelism -- just help!! You are carrying on a grand church (Christian) and family tradition.

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